Friday, April 30, 2010

Walk On - U2


And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage that you can bring...
And love is not the easy thing...
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind

And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong

Walk on, walk on
What you got they can't steal it
No they can't even feel it
Walk on, walk on...
Stay safe tonight

You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly for freedom

Walk on, walk on
What you've got they can't deny it
Can't sell it, or buy it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
And your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

Home... hard to know what it is if you've never had one
Home... I can't say where it is but I know I'm going home
That's where the heart is

and I know it aches
How your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

Leave it behind
You got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you feel
All this you can leave behind
All that you reason
All that you sense
All that you speak
All you dress-up
All that you scheme...

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Feeling blue...

Perasaan ini tiba-tiba suka muncul seenaknya, feeling blue, mungkin kurang lebih artinya perasaan hati yang mellow, kurang enak / sedih. Susah juga sih mau kasi penjelasan yang pasti. Anyway i am feeling blue right now entah hal apa yang memancing kok tiba-tiba bisa ngrasa kaya gini. Flashback kenangan masa lalu tentang dia terputar lagi di otak ini, masa-masa waktu dulu aku sempat dekat dengan kamu.

Masa-masa putih abu-abu itu mungkin tidak akan terasa indah jika bukan karenamu, berangkat sekolah dengan semangat berharap bisa betemu, saat di kelas aku curi-curi pandang dan kamu membalas pandangan itu entah karena aku terlalu ge-er atau kamu memang mambalas pandanganku, jika sampai rumah terkadang aku mengirim sms dan dengan perasaan cemas menunggu sms ku dijawab olehmu, sial aku rindu saat-saat itu. Jadi nyesek rasanya kalo inget-inget masa itu.

Empat tahun aku menyimpan perasaan ini dan masih belum ada nyali untuk menyatakannya sampai saat ini, yah aku memang pengecut tapi mungkin lebih baik tetap seperti ini...

till now, i still have feelings for you....