abandoned...

Ternyata lama banget saya ga pernah ngurusin blog ini, sekalinya update isinya cuma lirik2 lagu sama curhat2 ramutu. weh weh...ya sudahlah saya mungkin akan mencoba lagi untuk menghidupken blog ini...mungkin....

Walk On - U2

And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage that you can bring...
And love is not the easy thing...
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind

And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong

Walk on, walk on
What you got they can't steal it
No they can't even feel it
Walk on, walk on...
Stay safe tonight

You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly for freedom

Walk on, walk on
What you've got they can't deny it
Can't sell it, or buy it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
And your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

Home... hard to know what it is if you've never had one
Home... I can't say where it is but I know I'm going home
That's where the heart is

and I know it aches
How your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

Leave it behind
You got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you feel
All this you can leave behind
All that you reason
All that you sense
All that you speak
All you dress-up
All that you scheme...

Feeling blue...

Perasaan ini tiba-tiba suka muncul seenaknya, feeling blue, mungkin kurang lebih artinya perasaan hati yang mellow, kurang enak / sedih. Susah juga sih mau kasi penjelasan yang pasti. Anyway i am feeling blue right now entah hal apa yang memancing kok tiba-tiba bisa ngrasa kaya gini. Flashback kenangan masa lalu tentang dia terputar lagi di otak ini, masa-masa waktu dulu aku sempat dekat dengan kamu.

Masa-masa putih abu-abu itu mungkin tidak akan terasa indah jika bukan karenamu, berangkat sekolah dengan semangat berharap bisa betemu, saat di kelas aku curi-curi pandang dan kamu membalas pandangan itu entah karena aku terlalu ge-er atau kamu memang mambalas pandanganku, jika sampai rumah terkadang aku mengirim sms dan dengan perasaan cemas menunggu sms ku dijawab olehmu, sial aku rindu saat-saat itu. Jadi nyesek rasanya kalo inget-inget masa itu.

Empat tahun aku menyimpan perasaan ini dan masih belum ada nyali untuk menyatakannya sampai saat ini, yah aku memang pengecut tapi mungkin lebih baik tetap seperti ini...

till now, i still have feelings for you....

Saltwater Room

Owl City
The Saltwater Room

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light
Walking down by the bay, on the shore,
Staring up at the planes that aren't there anymore
I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold
Like an introvert,
I drew my over shirt, around my arms and began to shiver violently
Before you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me
Running into the dark, underground
All the subways around create a great sound
To my motion fatigue, farewell
With your ear to a seashell
You can hear the waves in underwater caves
As if you actually were inside a saltwater room

Chorus:
Girl: (Time together is just never quite enough)
Boy: When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
Girl: (What will it take to make or break this hint of love?)
Both: We need time, only time
Girl: (When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?)
Boy: If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone
Girl: (So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love?)
Both: All the time, all the time.

Can you believe that the crew has gone, and wouldn't let me sign on?
All my islands have sunk in the deep,
So I can hardly relax or even oversleep
I feel as if I were home, some nights, when we count all the ship lights
I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow
We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow
(So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love)
(All the time)

Chorus:
Girl: (Time together is just never quite enough)
Boy: When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
Girl: (What will it take to make or break this hint of love?)
Both: We need time, only time
Girl: (When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?)
Boy: If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
Girl: (So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?)
Both: All the time, all the time

Girl: (Time together is just never quite enough)
(When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?)
(What will it take to make or break this hint of love?)
(So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love)
(All the time)

...

...
hari ini hari sabtu...
hari sabtu yang membosankan seperti hari sabtu sebelum sebelumnya...
duduk di depan komputer seperti biasanya...
entah kenapa saat ini aq bermain-main dengan tumpukan folder-folder lama...
kubuka folder berisi kumpulan foto masa sma...
hey, fotomu ada disana...


argh sialan....!
ternyata aku belom bisa melupakanmu....

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listening to : Shine - David Hirschfelder
watching : how i met your mother s.5 eps.12

Sweet Disposition

The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition Lyrics

sweet disposition
never too soon
oh reckless abandon
like no one's
watching you

a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh

chorus
just stay there
cause i'll be comin over
and while our bloods still young
it's so young
it runs
and we won't stop til it's over
won't stop to surrender

songs of desperation
I played them for you
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh

chorus:
just stay there
cause i'll be comin over
and while our bloods still young
it's so young
it runs
and we won't stop til it's over
won't stop to surrender

a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs(won't stop til it's over)
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a moment, a love
a moment, a love (won't stop to surrender)

I had a dream about you last night....

Hei, aku memimpikanmu tadi malam,

walaupun mimpi itu tidak begitu jelas,

dan walaupun itu hanya ada di pengalaman bawah sadarku,

aku cukup senang bisa melihatmu...




i miss u, it's been 4 years....and i still always keep this feeling...